NICK MAKOHA Codex of Birds
In the first part of the night, I saw the coastal villages, men arguing about the price of oil and swifts darting into shadows. Their flickered outlines cast themselves into flight. When I was the night, when I was the seeker in the void, I took shape. The sun and day were no longer witnesses. It was the only way I knew to catch the world’s attention. In a universe filled with light I belonged to things that burn. That is my alibi. Trees rose over my eyelashes. The sky was filled with night. There was a time when I thought that to release myself from myself and its boiling rage I had to become the sort of animal that swallowed expensive wine from mason jars. In that doubling I began to master the speech of birds in the same way that a pilot draws darkness down. Imagine the body just passing through. Imagine a kiss that binds one animal to another. Delicious because it was hers. I was no easy prey, like an engine questioning its parts. Be flock, be mouth be the shadow. The questions you ask as you coil in a cabin - What does living do to a country that is no longer here as you push away from the earth? How can you reverse the direction of the body? Once on a plane, when I was a younger as the sky unfastened from its edge, I saw the sea as an edge and ending, as the hostess passed word from one mouth to another. Each flight a reincarnation. And now I am the sky.
3 POETRY WALES