HASSAN NAJMI
hinder the flow of traffic or to spoil one’s enjoyment of the outdoors, especially the city architecture and people. I can see him now as he arrives at the intersection of Rue de Fleurus in the horse-drawn carriage, then making his way to her house, laborious with his heavy suitcase, his satchel, the carpet tied with a bad-quality rope, plaited Moroccan-style, and the packages he was carrying in his hands, under his arms or on his shoulders. Moroccans are always this way when they travel.They plan to travel light, with nothing but one small suitcase, which, by virtue of the many things they decide to bring, turns into two large ones or more!
From the direction of the pavilion, not from the direction of the studio, I see him knocking on the door. I see the maid, Hélène, as she opens the door and he steps inside. Then I see the small white dog, Pasquette, Alice as she extends a cold hand, and Gertrude as she extends her cheeks from above, without even leaning slightly in the Moroccan’s direction. I see him stealing glances at the women’s faces to see what has changed and what has stayed the same after the long years since he saw them last.Then I see Gertrude after their return from the first outing as, barefoot, she tiptoes gingerly into her bedroom, then comes back carrying her photo album to show to Mohammed.She said it was just her childhood photo album, to help her begin telling him her life’s story, and that she had other albums he could look at in order. She told Mohammed that, as a matter of fact, she didn’t enjoy looking through her old photo albums, especially at pictures of herself, although she sometimes felt like looking at pictures of her mother and father. She was to be thanked, since she had thought it best, in keeping with her duty as a hostess, to show him what she called “the headwaters of the river of her life”. It was as though she thought it necessary to take Mohammed back to the very beginning so that he could fill in the blanks and get to know her every detail, perhaps in order to confirm what he had heard from her during her ten days in Tangiers.
She noticed that he was still all bundled up, with an undershirt clearly visible beneath a shirt buttoned up the front, and on top of these, a woollen turtleneck. She assured him that the apartment was warm enough, so he wouldn’t be in need of all those heavy clothes and she tenderly assisted him in taking off his sweater. In fact, he felt several times more comfortable than before and the moment took on a different flavour as her perfumed breathing synchronized with
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