tion, and never did anything except abruptly and with enthusiasm. However, he got it into his head that he acted in conformity with reason. “One must be guided in everything by LO-GIQUE”, he would say, pausing between the first syllable and the remainder of the word. But he had no patience for those whose logic differed from his own.’ In fact, Stendhal was every bit a fully-fledged nineteenth-century writer of self-exploration, and he anticipated his own discovery in the twentieth (in his autobiography La Vie de Henry Brulard he addresses readers in 1935, not his contemporaries). Long before Flaubert and Proust, he was aware of the fitfulness and ambiguity of memory, its elusiveness when we try to snare it. Hence his famous digressive style, the comic zigzag he took from the celebrated author of Tristram Shandy. Stendhal had his mnemonic devices too. As a young boy in Grenoble he had been made to take drawing lessons by his father: this got him out of the house, which he found stifling. The 175 sketches scattered throughout the text of his autobiography, showing mostly street scenes or room arrangements, reminded him of that brief moment of freedom, and served as a visual framework for his writing. Feeling that there was truth in spontaneity, he wrote quickly (his autobiography was written over four months in the winter of 1835); and although he often presents exact dates in his writings (an early talent for mathematics had allowed him at sixteen to quit the damp provincialism of Grenoble and enter the new École polytechnique in Paris), he was often slapdash in respect of actual chronology. What counted for Stendhal was the sharp, acutely characterised, discriminating account of motive or emotion. ‘Love has always been for me the most important of affairs, or rather the only matter of account’, he wrote, as if the ending of the sentence had only occurred to him once he had voiced the beginning. His famously mineralogical book on love talked about it in terms of a ‘crystallisation’. A thinker had to be dry, clear, without illusions: a banker, he once wrote, might have the requisite character ‘to make discoveries in philosophy’. And there is his famous, light, Mozartian touch: he was as unsparing of himself as he was of others, the young provincial who hoped to cut a figure in the world and become a celebrated Don Juan even though he didn’t have the physique (or, indeed, the inheritance) for it; writing his autobiography under an assumed
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