white-grey, wheel back, a shower coming in off the sea. All this. And sea urchins, Echinocardium, blown from the surf like bubbles of bone, the amazed O of all we could lose. Our weightless luck. Our brittle, spiky hearts.
Hushings hushing: to silence; to wash out mineral deposits by releasing a torrent of water
Clough
Up on the tilt where the moor begins its slide into Lancashire and the village shrinks back at the sour peat out past the turbines we’re trying to make sense of what isn’t here: a clean sweep of mountain wasted sheer into wind, glaciers that snouted down from the north in a roar of rubble and sinkholes, burst open, sluicing green meltwater, drifted off into hag fleece, goits and headraces, limekilns, the yellow drench of their smoke. There’s a whole phantom moor in this washed-out clough and we’re feeling our way by echo location towards a hurly of diggers and carters, stokers, women hefting picks. Every winter the light falls more thickly, layer upon layer. The hushings are deepening by one millimetre a year.
Ore
There are things we remember only because of their absence, like a word I need for the light that blows in from the west after rain, or the hollow house in a field of bleached grass we walked to one hot afternoon – and now we’ve both lost the path back you think I’ve imagined the moment we pushed open the door onto summers of butterflies faded and heaped like old letters, their dry sift over the floor, their tiny stir in the draught. My father once told me a secret he’d learned as a child:
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