A cynic’s bargain could have shaped my life To end where it began, in detestation Of the place and man that had mistaught me. Charles Tomlinson and Brenda Raybould married on 23 October 1948 in Willesden. From this day on ‘they never made a move without each other’. Charles’s debt to Brenda was absolute: she shared his fidelity to art-in-life, a life that may have felt under considerable pressure given the legacy of his childhood illness. This burden, were it ever felt, never limited them: Tomlinson’s teeming oeuvre of poetry, essays, translations, editions, paintings, collaborations, as well as his academic duties, could never have been achieved without his wife’s unstinting support.
The year that they married, Charles had decided to pursue a career as an artist having experienced an epiphany - a ‘conversion’ he called it - while viewing Cézanne in the Fitzwilliam Museum. His fascination with painting and painters continued later in his poems, with meditations on the processes of Van Gogh and Constable. Tomlinson concentrated on painting and graphics, and began to exhibit his work in galleries in London and Cambridge, while supplementing his living as a school teacher in Camden Town.
Between 1948 and 1951, Charles confessed he ‘read a lot of Augustan poetry’. In 1951 he published a small poetry collection, Relations and Contraries, but was unhappy about its quality. One poem survived, in which a horse-drawn milk-float ‘clips by’ his windows at dawn. He wrote of it many years later, ‘…I was approaching the sort of thing I wanted to do, where space represented possibility and where self would have to embrace that possibility somewhat self-forgetfully, putting aside the more possessive and violent claims of personality. The embrace was, all the same, a passionate one, it seemed to me…’.
The eighteenth century, and Tomlinson’s reading of Ezra Pound’s The Pisan Cantos, Wallace Stevens’s Harmonium, and Hart Crane’s Collected Poems, provided what he called ‘a good antidote to the effects of Dylan Thomas’s romanticism, for Dylan Thomas was still the voice which sounded in one’s ears as one sought for a contemporary style’. He was irked by Thomas’s verbal excess. Tomlinson desired precision, tonal balance, and civility of expression. American influences were beginning to define Tomlinson’s poetry
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