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80 It Only Remains I saw the pumpkins’ orange skins half-nestled in the soil like infants, fat & angry. The plot was cordoned off with candy-striped tape that snapped & loosened. It had rained all day until it stopped. The ground was buttery & slack; its surface was a carnival of worms; its inside was an aggregate of coins & teeth & other small losses: a book of songs, a bird’s fluted bones, an iron leprous with rust, some metal tools eroded to the point of being undesigned, chips of horn & shell, the fractured architecture of a plastic crate. I saw all this despite the fact I wasn’t there, which is to say I made it up. I saw the mercury & sulphur levels rise inexorably. I saw the priest, handsome in his robes. I saw the subtle bow of the horizon (which is the privilege of landlords & photographers) & above it swans like handkerchiefs. O Constance how good of you to come! I almost didn’t see you underneath that hat! I didn’t see the tree, or see it falling but I saw the flap of thready earth it ripped up with its roots & saw the fungus colonise
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the hollow where it stood. I saw the fruiting bodies & I felt only the sadness I was supposed to feel. Which leaves the question of the tree itself, or, how am I supposed to know if this bulk of wood drying in the lumber shed is it, & not just equal to its weight? Charles, I’ll take your word for it; I understand you had some problems in France. I wasn’t there but I saw the bones upright in the churned fields like sundials, & thyme growing in the empty boots. Nowhere goes to waste & a scrap of tape comes loose & twists about the winds & settles in the branches of a tree it can’t quite, yet, bring down. This is objective & entire. 81

80 It Only Remains

I saw the pumpkins’ orange skins half-nestled in the soil like infants, fat & angry. The plot was cordoned off with candy-striped tape that snapped & loosened. It had rained all day until it stopped. The ground was buttery & slack; its surface was a carnival of worms; its inside was an aggregate of coins & teeth & other small losses: a book of songs, a bird’s fluted bones, an iron leprous with rust, some metal tools eroded to the point of being undesigned, chips of horn & shell, the fractured architecture of a plastic crate. I saw all this despite the fact I wasn’t there, which is to say I made it up. I saw the mercury & sulphur levels rise inexorably. I saw the priest, handsome in his robes. I saw the subtle bow of the horizon (which is the privilege of landlords & photographers) & above it swans like handkerchiefs. O Constance how good of you to come! I almost didn’t see you underneath that hat! I didn’t see the tree, or see it falling but I saw the flap of thready earth it ripped up with its roots & saw the fungus colonise

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